I thought everything would be better if I pushed you away from me, but I was just wrong, I miss you more than ever ...
I did not want to be in your way, I just wanted you to be happy and I thought things were my fault. I just wanted you to be happy with her, but I wanted it to be me that would make you feel important and loved. I told you everything ... But it was too late ..
And today I can not stop thinking that I'm an idiot, when in fact it was you who was the idiot. When the fact was you who released me, you gave up on me, you gave up hope for us and it was not my fault .. if only you had waited a bit, a little more.
I never had time to think .. Never have to think about what my heart wanted, I really wanted to know what my heart wanted and what my stomach feel wanted. But I never got the chance. I really loved you .. I really did it, you promised me that I would always have first place in your heart, and that I be the perfect girl that you dreamed of .. you just had to say it .. When everything was just bullshit .. And I promise you that if you come to me when you're not with her anymore so you can take your ass ..

You know who you are... 

 // Felicia

Nu är det bara en dag kvar sen så sticker vi =) så grymt skönt, längtar verkligen.

Nu är det bara fokusera på morgondagen o sen blir det träning på kvällen o packning   

Skolan idag, blir bara gladare o gladare för varje dag som går =) visst, alla har ju sina nere dagar. men det börjar nog verkligen gå upp nu    thumbs up for that.

Tog en promenad me Ruffe knuffen, som äntligen får ligga i min sän nu , han badade äntligen igår =) o sen så gjorde jag lite paj. Mumms

Nu ska jag nog gå in till Agge o spela lite GTA o döda människor XD 

There are probably a little devil deep into me =)

// Felicia