The time is tough, knowing that you have to be happy. I have cried so many nights, just felt bad. allowed me to become a wreck. but it is an end to it now, I can not cry more ... it's not worth it, worth to feel so bad when you not even care. also how the wound just gets deeper and deeper, I have to pull myself, and would I have done long ago. but you have destroyed me, I miss you every day and will always miss you but it goes no further, and you dont want me. You are not the same person anymore, you think you are someone so much better. but you're not there, I'm the only one who seems to see it. person who has done everything for you, the person who spent all the games and helped you so much. That one person that made you somebody, that person gets all. crap today. the person who did everything but still get the nasty, cocky, selfish o pathetic person today.the person I made ​​you to, it's just pathetic, you know who it is who has made you the person you are today. cemented to the surface, but under the hood is just a person withoutconfidence .a person who is unable to be hated, but congratulations. you've got many. After all, I have given up,it is these I may, I will never forget it. Never ask for my help.

// F

Nyss käkat middag, helgrillad fläskfile med färskpotatis, sallad o vitlöksmör. Gott var de =)

Va i stan en snabbis i morse o käkade lunch, köpte en navelpiercing, får inte riktigt byta än men ville iallfall ha en=) sen åkte vi till barkarby o köpte massa filmer o en bluerayspelare. =)

Ska titta på harry potter me Agge o Michelle snart. men funderar på o ta en promenad... men så sjukt slut o kroppen =/

// Kram F